My Future

Yup! :) I didn't know what to write about and it came down to either a crush on a guy who i really don't have a crush on or my future... haha thanks Tanner :P

You know when you're sitting there and you think about all the things you hope are going to happen someday, or you sit there and realize "oh my goodness I'm going to be 20 in less that four years!" Story of my life!

You know that list you've made in Young Women's several times of all the qualities you want in your future husband? Or the letters you've written to your future husband and children? Then you put them in that box full of keep sakes under your bed, never knowing if they're going to make it?

I'm not quite sure what exactly I want to do yet with my life... I know I want to do something with computers or teaching, just not quite sure which yet. Where am I going to go? I have no clue. Everything is still kind of open. I am super excited for my internship next year working with my old elementary school teacher. It's going to be an awesome experience and I can't wait.

I hope that someday I will be the person that I have imagined in my head. I know I'm not going to be perfect. I just want to be proud of the person I become.

There are so many times I wish I could just time travel and see where I go in my life. Just know exactly who to look for and what I should do. The choices I should make. The unknown can be scary. The question of what will change... i don't like it.

I have decided to just go for it and hope that everything turns out the way its supposed to be. I have faith that it will. I can't wait to see where my life goes!